The Stories of My Life

by **Regalia Ercentria** Fri Oct 26, 2007 8:33 pm

Today, 26 September 2007

I hate myself... Arrrrrghhh!!!

I hate myself... Arrrrrghhh!!!

that can't do anything for my friends...
even they always help me but i can't even help them...
i really have no usage...something that i can do is to keep someone busy...make someone angry...make someone hates me...sorry for my friends who are busy or angry because of me...
how can i change my life?
Just The God know it...
God forgive me because i have change to a unusefull person...T_T Nangis

by **Regalia Ercentria** Fri Oct 26, 2007 8:37 pm

Today, 26 September 2007

Maybe i am not a good person, maybe i have many sin and maybe i am the most terrible person in the world...
But can i have some attention from the one that i want to?
Saving my anger is very hurtfull to me...i hate to do that...but i can't say it out...
Why do i have a personality like this?
Why can't i just say it out?

by **Count of Mistekreuz** Fri Oct 26, 2007 9:52 pm

We all have the same stories do we?
I recognized all of us have so much similarities.

by **Regalia Ercentria** Sat Oct 27, 2007 4:37 pm

Today, 27 October 2007

God damn it...
now i realized it...
i have made my friend angry, now what should i do?
i can do nothing because "my friend" don't want to hear me i think...
Even it was not really my fault...
But i felt like i'm going to cry now, but i can't...
Huh!!!i hate my personality...
again...one more problem came out just because of my personality...

*i'm sorry i jumped to 27 October 2007 before i write 27september-25 october 2007...

by **Regalia Ercentria** Sat Oct 27, 2007 4:40 pm

Lord Mist wrote:We all have the same stories do we?
I recognized all of us have so much similarities.

i think but i can't stand it anymore...yeah i have recognized it too...
But i still can even forgive myself...

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Sun Oct 28, 2007 12:11 am

Kids, they all got problems in their school. Gaya

by **Regalia Ercentria** Sun Oct 28, 2007 6:17 am

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Kids, they all got problems in their school.

what do you mean?
this is not just in school cause i usually use "my friend" just for an image but the words "my friend" is not always mean"friend" maybe it's my enemy or...^^

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Sun Oct 28, 2007 8:35 am

Hmmm so who is your best friend ?

by **Regalia Ercentria** Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:48 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote: Hmmm so who is your best friend ?

i have some people who is my bestfriend but i've never told anyone if i have any bestfriend coz it's to danger if we trust someone without proof...
sory i can't tell u...^^

by **Regalia Ercentria** Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:51 pm

Today,28 October 2007

Today is my lucky day because i can online in cf ^^...but maybe today is the bad day for me because maybe this is the last time i will online as usual...
so it means that i can't be an active member like before...
hiks...T_T

Minna...ja ne!

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Sun Oct 28, 2007 5:00 pm

Knapa ? Dipotong Internetnya ?

by Cirno_Strife Mon Oct 29, 2007 2:04 pm

Mungkin aje kali............................
Wa turut perihatin........

by C.J. Mon Oct 29, 2007 3:33 pm

Hix....
Berarti queen kita kagak ade dong...... Sad

by Syaoran_kun Mon Oct 29, 2007 7:21 pm

Kanagawa_Yue wrote:Hix....
Berarti queen kita kagak ade dong......

Hix...hix.... Nangis

by **Regalia Ercentria** Mon Oct 29, 2007 8:25 pm

Today, 29 October 2007

I studied mathematic until i feel i'm going to die...
Oh, maybe i really-really hate math...
When i was in my course i really really feel shy because my friend ignoranted me until i fell down...
OOOW...

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:24 am

Same problem, different person, well just have to accept your fate Gaya

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 5:32 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Same problem, different person, well just have to accept your fate

banyak gaya loe

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 5:34 pm

RR_Yuuri x Hitomi wrote:Today, 29 October 2007

I studied mathematic until i feel i'm going to die...
Oh, maybe i really-really hate math...
When i was in my course i really really feel shy because my friend ignoranted me until i fell down...
OOOW...

so, don't study math if you really hate it

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Tue Oct 30, 2007 5:42 pm

Train_heartnet wrote:
Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Same problem, different person, well just have to accept your fate

banyak gaya loe

Emang wa gaya siih btt aah

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 5:43 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:
Train_heartnet wrote:
Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Same problem, different person, well just have to accept your fate

banyak gaya loe
Emang wa gaya siih btt aah

ya ampun

by **Regalia Ercentria** Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:18 pm

BTT yah...
please... Maaf...

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:55 pm

RR_Yuuri x Hitomi wrote:BTT yah...
please...

aku kan nyambung dikit tadi

by **Regalia Ercentria** Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:58 pm

Ya ya...hari ini males nulis buku harian ngutang besok yah temen2...^^

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:59 pm

RR_Yuuri x Hitomi wrote:Ya ya...hari ini males nulis buku harian ngutang besok yah temen2...^^

emang aslinya ini buku hariannya siapa sih?

by **Regalia Ercentria** Tue Oct 30, 2007 7:06 pm

saya...^^

by Train_heartnet Tue Oct 30, 2007 7:08 pm

RR_Yuuri x Hitomi wrote:saya...^^

oww

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Wed Oct 31, 2007 6:11 am

Gomenasai Yuuri, wa udah lama gak ketemu ama si Train jadinya aja OOT. Maaf...

by Diana Wed Oct 31, 2007 10:37 am

hi! hi! i would like to say something about your problem...
your friends shouldn't ask anything in return ...if you think you're not helping your friends...
maybe now is not the time...you can help them in many ways
even for simple things like giving support and cheering them on...help is not seen by materialistic things but by how you do it.
when you help others,help comes back to you...you know...you are very lucky to have friends that help you...so if you feel like you no longer help well you're wrong...like i said you could help them by simple words and cheers...even smiles

by **Regalia Ercentria** Wed Oct 31, 2007 11:14 am

Diana wrote:hi! hi! i would like to say something about your problem...
your friends shouldn't ask anything in return ...if you think you're not helping your friends...
maybe now is not the time...you can help them in many ways
even for simple things like giving support and cheering them on...help is not seen by materialistic things but by how you do it.
when you help others,help comes back to you...you know...you are very lucky to have friends that help you...so if you feel like you no longer help well you're wrong...like i said you could help them by simple words and cheers...even smiles

thanks for the advise...but i think it won't be enough if i only help them by cheering and giving support...^^
Because they are too kind for me...
i like them all...

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 11:42 am

Today 1 November 2007

i started the new month with a big smile...even my heart isn't smiling because i have cut the relation between me and "my friend" But it's not the problem...today i had my history test...even i just studied 2 hours from 3.00 am-5.00am i think i still could did it...
Thanks to my frirnd who accompanied me yesterday...
Hope he is smiling if he read it...^^

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Thu Nov 01, 2007 12:27 pm

Remember The Karma System !

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 12:47 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Remember The Karma System !

what did you mean shin?
i always remember that "karma" system...

by Diana Thu Nov 01, 2007 1:13 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Remember The Karma System !

what's with the karma system? Rolling Eyes

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 1:17 pm

Diana wrote:
Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Remember The Karma System !

what's with the karma system?

i'm sorry maybe he meant "carma" system...^^

carma is the retaliation of our behaviour when we lived in the world...^^
i think that is the mean of "carma"...
but i'm not sure...

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Thu Nov 01, 2007 1:58 pm

If you do bad things then your life will always filled with bad things and so on. Also beware of reincarnation if you're religion is Hindu or Budha. If you do bad things in your past life you could be a cockroach in your next reincarnation.

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:22 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:If you do bad things then your life will always filled with bad things and so on. Also beware of reincarnation if you're religion is Hindu or Budha. If you do bad things in your past life you could be a cockroach in your next reincarnation.

oh...GOD...i won't trust that...^^

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:37 pm

Relax Sensei if you become a cockroach I won't stomp on you.

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:40 pm

Dashin_The_Adviser wrote:Relax Sensei if you become a cockroach I won't stomp on you.

but you'll eat me right?

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:58 pm

heaven noo, eat you as a cockroach :jelly: Muntah

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:23 pm

yeah...yeah...yeah...
i don't want to be a cocroach yet...sorry shin you can't eat me yet...^^

hohohohohoho...^^
Back to topic please...^^

by Train_heartnet Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:26 pm

Ritsuki_chan wrote:Today 1 November 2007

i started the new month with a big smile...even my heart isn't smiling because i have cut the relation between me and "my friend" But it's not the problem...today i had my history test...even i just studied 2 hours from 3.00 am-5.00am i think i still could did it...
Thanks to my frirnd who accompanied me yesterday...
Hope he is smiling if he read it...^^

waw you study 2 hour??? that's incridible, I just can study for about 10 minutes

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:30 pm

Train_heartnet wrote:
Ritsuki_chan wrote:Today 1 November 2007

i started the new month with a big smile...even my heart isn't smiling because i have cut the relation between me and "my friend" But it's not the problem...today i had my history test...even i just studied 2 hours from 3.00 am-5.00am i think i still could did it...
Thanks to my frirnd who accompanied me yesterday...
Hope he is smiling if he read it...^^

waw you study 2 hour??? that's incridible, I just can study for about 10 minutes

hhohohoho...
that's you not me...^^

by Cirno_Strife Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:33 pm

Yup..................
Wa aja plg maksimal setengah jam aja..........

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:35 pm

kalo lagi hobi belajar tahan sampai 9 jam duduk di atas kursi depan buku yang ada di meja belajar dibawah lampu belajar dengan suasana yg sepiiiiiiii banget...kalo ada yg ngganggu yah buyar dah...^^

by Cirno_Strife Thu Nov 01, 2007 4:17 pm

Wakakakakkaka....................................
Bener-bener........ Hohoho

by C.J. Thu Nov 01, 2007 4:42 pm

Belajar bisa ampe 10 jam...
*di alam mimpi.... Hohoho

by **Dashin_Shunfyed** Thu Nov 01, 2007 4:47 pm

hahahahaha klo bisa enak yaah.

by **Regalia Ercentria** Thu Nov 01, 2007 4:48 pm

dasar...

Today 1 November 2007

I'm very very happy because of the new thread that i made...
i don't think it is too funny but my brain worked fastly when i write that topic...^^

you can see it in cafe clamp->cf best couple...^^

by Train_heartnet Thu Nov 01, 2007 5:22 pm

yes that's not funny

by C.J. Thu Nov 01, 2007 5:29 pm

Hohoho...... Hohoho

Very funny.... Frustasi

Kidding ma'am...

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